s---mile

so many miles from that intoxicating smile
its been a mile from far enough
I'm in the wild so far from love
but I s-s-s smile every once in a while
so-so-many miles
I don't care ..if I'm non-existent in eyes of pain
ride the rain ..cant hide my reign
over these e--motions of devotion
and erosion of medicated laughs
this emotion of mitigated crap
simulated insinuating ..I'll deal with this sentence
through stanzas an sentence
parachutes of wisdom
slow this untimely down to earth demise
pretty beautiful huh ?
Happiness of thee means all to me
shhhhh-shit happens apologies
aren't welcome like that early morning call
Earl..e -mourning call
but I s--s-mile at the funeral of love
because s-so many miles were enough
sm-ile

s7even

life is a craps game
crap ..game
huh..you want my last name
rolled another s7even
I think I learned my lesson
is it that refreshing
when hell is the heaven
love is a weapon ?
I'm walking on broken glass bottles
trying to avoid the lasers your glare forms
I got things too do
I cant trip the alarm to your heart
..an get caught for the burglary of myself.

I write

I wrote a lot this month
but I haven't had the chance
to type it out
I just white it out
I really should .. but cant
because something in me is telling me
that I'm ready
every stanza is deadly
like a medley by Hedley
I can rhyme -- out
with -- out
and make it sound so good
but whats a rhyme without
the heart that sparks the start
of thinking ?
I'd rather not rhyme at all an touch you
in a way only your soul can feel
you know the deal , so know whats real
because I write.


I know I haven't released a long poem in a while
check out my old poems , the long ones.

Deal

Lovers
Bright,Vibrant
Laughs, Tears , Pain
What's right ? What's left ?
Heartbreak

suffocate.












Deal.



This is a poem in Cinquain structure.

5 minute attack

12:55 eyes dry
dim and orange lighting
feels messy and clumped up
cold breeze
2 dies one on 3 and the other 5
surprisingly the CD collection is neat
cords , cords and more cords
physics textbook a.k.a my bible a this moment
un-sharpened pencil ..bus tickets
my cell phone keeps vibrating telling me someones called
I look ..it is now 1:00

Eleven - S7even

I've always been good at forgetting
that's why I suck at remembering
but you are my heaven , lucky number s7even
the first , to be dispersed
now I have lucky number Eleven
the second , what a blessing
but I'm stressing because although I have Eleven
the Days feel like seconds
time is a weapon
and I cant seem to roll a s7even
6 + 5 has changed my life
but then theres 3 + 4
I want some more
not an encore
because 5 + 6 was what I rolled
what I needed for my soul
my plate of silver and cup of gold
now 5 + 2 ..what I must do
is work on forgetting the first of 2
although I have 12 – 1 = Eleven
it feels like I have 12 – WON = ?
although I had 10 – 3 = S7even
it felt like I had 10 – ME = ?
the answer would be pie ..infinite in possibilities
stop with the hostilities and grow up
I'm sick enough to throw up and Indulge in a feast with a straw
amends again ..friends again ?
amused enough ?
to light up or you can blow the fuse
It would be heaven if I didn't have to choose
I've learned when you can only pick WON that's when you really start to LOSE

Time.

read my mind

Its been a while
but your still in style
I can breath ..you
I can see you're smile
Hear
faint echos of laughter
awakens me to a new page
a new chapter
a new phaze a new rapper
a healing fracture
stupid evol ..fleeing capture
the reverse..of the before after
before was better in 6 letters
after = disaster
F -riend finds foe
r -ewind roles
I -mpose
e -xact echoes
n -ope neither none nor I know
d -ecide or divide the right Dose
s -o I'll be sick ..