Lies

Abusive Relationships ..?

why ..is never answered

He said I was the one
the moon..and the sun
to his world
his girl
He kisses me
he hugs me
and he says that he loves me

He Holds me and consoles me
..but ...he uh ...sometimes times throws me
but then we make up
and he's sorry ..and Im happy that he choose me
He kisses me
He hugs me
but when the sittuations get ugly
he said he does it because he doesnt trust me
but he loves me
so when we make up I feel like I'm lucky

yesterday
He kissed me
then hit me
it made me spin like a frisby
but he came back and he said " please forgive me "
and I said yes
not knowing he could be my death
The last time ..I ask him why ?
I dont cheat , I love him with all my heart
so I ask why ?
I do what he ask's..well the reasonable things
so I ask why ?
why do you hit me ?
but why ask why ?
because why is never answered