s7even

life is a craps game
crap ..game
huh..you want my last name
rolled another s7even
I think I learned my lesson
is it that refreshing
when hell is the heaven
love is a weapon ?
I'm walking on broken glass bottles
trying to avoid the lasers your glare forms
I got things too do
I cant trip the alarm to your heart
..an get caught for the burglary of myself.

I write

I wrote a lot this month
but I haven't had the chance
to type it out
I just white it out
I really should .. but cant
because something in me is telling me
that I'm ready
every stanza is deadly
like a medley by Hedley
I can rhyme -- out
with -- out
and make it sound so good
but whats a rhyme without
the heart that sparks the start
of thinking ?
I'd rather not rhyme at all an touch you
in a way only your soul can feel
you know the deal , so know whats real
because I write.


I know I haven't released a long poem in a while
check out my old poems , the long ones.

Deal

Lovers
Bright,Vibrant
Laughs, Tears , Pain
What's right ? What's left ?
Heartbreak

suffocate.












Deal.



This is a poem in Cinquain structure.

5 minute attack

12:55 eyes dry
dim and orange lighting
feels messy and clumped up
cold breeze
2 dies one on 3 and the other 5
surprisingly the CD collection is neat
cords , cords and more cords
physics textbook a.k.a my bible a this moment
un-sharpened pencil ..bus tickets
my cell phone keeps vibrating telling me someones called
I look ..it is now 1:00

Eleven - S7even

I've always been good at forgetting
that's why I suck at remembering
but you are my heaven , lucky number s7even
the first , to be dispersed
now I have lucky number Eleven
the second , what a blessing
but I'm stressing because although I have Eleven
the Days feel like seconds
time is a weapon
and I cant seem to roll a s7even
6 + 5 has changed my life
but then theres 3 + 4
I want some more
not an encore
because 5 + 6 was what I rolled
what I needed for my soul
my plate of silver and cup of gold
now 5 + 2 ..what I must do
is work on forgetting the first of 2
although I have 12 – 1 = Eleven
it feels like I have 12 – WON = ?
although I had 10 – 3 = S7even
it felt like I had 10 – ME = ?
the answer would be pie ..infinite in possibilities
stop with the hostilities and grow up
I'm sick enough to throw up and Indulge in a feast with a straw
amends again ..friends again ?
amused enough ?
to light up or you can blow the fuse
It would be heaven if I didn't have to choose
I've learned when you can only pick WON that's when you really start to LOSE

Time.

read my mind

Its been a while
but your still in style
I can breath ..you
I can see you're smile
Hear
faint echos of laughter
awakens me to a new page
a new chapter
a new phaze a new rapper
a healing fracture
stupid evol ..fleeing capture
the reverse..of the before after
before was better in 6 letters
after = disaster
F -riend finds foe
r -ewind roles
I -mpose
e -xact echoes
n -ope neither none nor I know
d -ecide or divide the right Dose
s -o I'll be sick ..

Breathe

Its easy to breathe
just do whats needed to survive
breathe before you deplete you're oxygen supply
you're killing your self
is that you're intention ?
you're starting melt
you have my attention
breathe..
never mind hold you're breath until I say breathe again
.......
I *&#@$^ , I suggest you do the same

We Grow

We grow
in times of love

we grow
in times of sorrow

we grow
sharing hugs

we grow
with pain we borrow

we grow
in what we feel to touch

we grow
to see tomorrow

we grow
to show we're rough and tough

we grow because we get stronger with time.

In memory of Aaron Advincula

Can we dream ?

Lets dream
of stars the size of moons
moons the size of worlds
and worlds the size of Hearts
big , gigantic , enormous well that's a *little* start
you don't know how much love can fit inside a little heart
I hope however far we go
we'll truly never be apart
Lets dream

reasons seasons

I wish I can tell you
how much I want to...
but how much I cant
you are always there and always care
indeed that's a seed that I couldn't plant
the song of my life and we shouldn't dance
and right now I should leave like a leaf from a branch
fall


we talk and we talk
but you don't hear things I want you to know
like right now I feel I need to be taking it slow
my bad ..oops its not that I don't want this to grow
its just if I get high I can only get low
its the song of my life and the notes that you sing
leave my face wet like the ground because I cant hear a thing
spring

Cold War

The signature of our walk...lay paths in the snow
the air that we shared...sent a scent to my nose
It made me love breathing...again I suppose
lets see if we could listen..6 in a row

Love those lips twas a gift...to the tips of your toes
you're mind made me high...a big lift from my lows
I fell hard like a brick...but you wouldn't know
lets see if we could listen..5 in a row

It was the sky that I caught...when it fell from the earth
I thought a piece of heaven landed here...for what it is worth
I chose to carry it around...but it was my curse
lets see if we could listen 4 times until we get to the first

I pulled a muscle walking around...thought I stretched since my birth
It was hidden that I didn't...so the pain just got worse
sprained my heart in this race...please relate to my thirst
lets see if we could listen 3 times until we get to the first

Took a look all around ... and what did I see ?
it was water never caught her...but theirs fish in the sea
now you gotta pick this lock...why should I cut you the key ?
its almost done number one ..creates 2 when subtracted by 3

Took a break thought it over ...and then made me a choice
clicked mute then un-mute...to give you a voice
too bad you failed to answer...I let the missiles deploy
listen this 1 time ... this is the cold war where the ice box is being destroyed




BOOM!

Round of Applause

Take a bow , take the rose
once again I applaud you
the guest star in the play of my life
the next bars I will say it polite

silence , enough said.

round of applause
take a bow , take the rose
but be be careful the way you act may create your foes
take a bow.

Lost Soul

I'm finding me ..
I'm not lost
but I'm on a cross - road
the price is dices a wager in which the cost - grows
and no one understands and cannot - know
I'm gambling but part of me lost - hope
In hope, faith, love, life
me, you , lows, highs
life , death , cold eyes
them , us , old lies
I thought I was so - wise
until I got in touch with my cold - side

I'm tired of reading dumb - maps
I'd rather use my internal com - pass
to leave this place and see things I cannot feel
this is-real
a hand that even the most masochistic poet cannot deal
a line in a rhyme that may - not - reel
but spin you're life around - not - reels
to the realization that mans emotions are - not steel
I'd deal but its - not sealed
I'd rather express my self on tracks poetically - hot wheels

I found a part of me
then lost a part of me
when you feel , what you saw that's when you really start to see
re - mark - kably
part - of - me
is hard - il - ly
ready to get it back
I'm cold.. so the frost froze
simply put .. I'm a lost soul

Earl M.